It's 6:29 AM and I'm wide awake. I don't know if it's because I'm starving, it's cold, or my mind's racing with so many "to do's" but here I sit. You see that empty space between my two loves? I'd love to be zonked out right there right now. So here I sit, at the dining room table where it's quiet and dark, save for the bright screen of my laptop, hoping that writing something will calm me and make me want to sleep for just a little while longer.